As everyone is posting their reviews of the past year, I have been thinking about what mine are. I am most positive that this year has been the most difficult I have ever experienced, but there is beauty and growth in suffering.
2013 taught me that family is a blessing to hold dear to your heart; as I've cried with friends who have lost family this year, I am constantly reminded how blessed I am to have mine here with me. 2013 taught me that no matter how far people have ventured down a deadly path, there is always room for change, and always a possibility for healing. It has taught me that true friendship is not measured in how many miles apart you are from your closest friend, but instead on the love you have for each other, and the exciting ability to watch as they grow and move out into the world. It has taught me that I can go through the most trying and traumatic experience I have ever imagined, but through that darkness see the beauty and light that Jesus brings through suffering and darkness. It has taught me that I underestimated the love and support that some of my friends have shown me through the past few months; something I hope to return every chance I get. It has taught me that no matter how far from God I get, He will always show love and forgiveness. It has taught me that life passes so quickly, so it is so important to cherish each and every moment, because you may never see it again.
As I sit in my room on this snowy New Years Eve, I can't help but feel a little sad that I am not preparing to worship in the new year with friends at Radiate in DC. But at the same time, I am so grateful that God has put me right where I'm at, because in this very moment, I know that The Lord has plans to bless me and grow my faith in so many ways; that He is going to show me a "Radiate-like" faith and adventure in these days to come.
And so, 2014, I cannot wait to see what you are going to teach me. I cannot wait to see what God has in store for you, and for me.
"Therefore, we who have fled to him for refuge can have great confidence as we hold to the hope that lies before us. This hope is a strong and trustworthy anchor for our souls"
Hebrews 6:18-19
